ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Thursday, January 07, 2010

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Yes,its been a long time since i've done blogging.
My mood is pretty upset because in 4more days,its a byebye.
And of course its not my relationship that is byebye,its my home):
Its really very upset. I dont want it to happen.
I dont want anybody steal my belonging away. I want it!
Because my belonging is always with me forever!
But now,i got no rights to take it back,never again,its gone forever!
My HOME,thats what i need most! I hate to be separated!
Anyone knows how it feels? Do you?
I want it back. Im so unhappy about it,very unhappy about it!
My poor room is going to be taken by someone else,a stranger!
And no longer me having that room on my own. My lovely room):
I HATE IT, THINGS HAPPENINGS TO US SO BADLY,WHY?
I WANT A HOME! I WANT MY ROOM! I WANT ALL THE THINGS THAT BELONGS TO ME!
):
Dear Readers,
It really do upset me,upset my heart,feeling angry at the same time but nothing can be helped):
Only MONEY IS THE MAIN THING!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ... money,and its always money that
causes the problem!!
My Jurong Home,takecare and Goodbye. I'll come and visit you whenever i want to! I promise!
LOVES ...
* im moodless whenever i think about it. mmmmmm ..

13:11

♥ Wednesday, December 30, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

HEY!

14:04

♥ Sunday, November 08, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

LOVE HIM!!!

20:42

♥ Wednesday, October 28, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

WORK WORK WORK, but im having a great time in the kitchen, mm actually at times,yup. I
always end up with a smile when work end, because i can go home and faint on my bed! AND
ALSO, i learn something interesting that i never seen before and something new, i felt so happy.
Although working is very tired but i love the moment when i learn something, i just feel excited
about it!
I've been not meeting my FRIENDS for so long and i miss them so much! My time now is all
taken by my work :) Im going to continue to move on, learn as much things as possible before
ATTACHMENT END! Woo :DD .. I need a BREAK! hehe..

01:16

♥ Sunday, September 13, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

ALINA HAR IS HERE TO BLOG!

BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS IM ALWAYS WORKING AND IM TIRED!

WORK, EAT AND SLEEP, WAKE UP AND WORK, EAT AND SLEEP AGAIN ... !

I MISS EVERYONE THAT I HAVE NOT MET UP FOR A LONG TIME!

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND TOO! I LOVE HIM :)

WHEN IM FREE, LETS GO FOR SHOPPING AND TANNING AND PLAYING,

LIKE VOLLEYBALL, HAHAHA! OR JUST MEET UP FOR A DRINK,OK!

WHATEVER IT IS, AS LONG AS IM MEETING YOU OUT FOR SOMETHING,OK!

JUST CONTACT ME(: !!!

OH,BUT IM NOT FREE STARTING FROM 14SEPT TO 20SEPT.

SORRY,GONNA WORK WHOLE DAY(:

BUT STILL,YOU CAN CONTACT ME AND MEET ME UP AFTER WORK OR BREAK TIME!

OKOK?!?! HEHE..

MEET UP SOON SOON, REAL SOON MY FRIENDS, AND MY BF! :DD

TAKECARES, YOU ARE MISSED BY ME :)

17:01

♥ Wednesday, August 05, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

hahaha :) We met up yesterday as its our day off! And first, i went to tampines to meet him up,

then head to tampines mall to shop at COTTON ON but didnt get anything ah): then went to

MANGO, deciding whether to buy the top not, then in the end never,hehe. After this 2shops,we

went for lunch at longjohnsilver :) and got 2packets of prize, so we open up and my prize was

4fish&4chicken!! haha, and my dear mryew got "thankyou for ... ..." hehe!!

Next, we trained down to orchard, went ION for shopping, and i deciding whether to buy my

pump shoes not, but in the end, i never. The whole day i shop, i got nothing for myself): sian...

Walked around, went wisma, taka and back to ION because my dear bf wants to buy his cap!

And so he got it, and he bought other stuff, and its dinner, we wanted eat good food but

elsewhere especially the Japenese Restaurant, Long queue! Oh, before that we went soup spoon,

as i wanted to try thr tokyo chicken stew and it was nice lor, ate ham&cheese again and was

real full! k, end up, we went to shaw house, our dinner was at DOME, its our first time and we

ordered 3dishes, the gourmet pie(beef) was nice(below), and then the next dish was teriyaki

chicken pasta, lastly, the lobster pasta, but it was crayfish actually, and the last one was ok only,

at the end, there's a cake serve, its nice, chocolatechocolatier! :DD , and its his treat, thankyou!

And soon we said byebye, the time pass very fast): but we'll still meet up soon,alright my dear?!

Love him!

thats my day yesterday, i love the time(:
And today, in the train after work, this baby so cute uh!! he looked at me and i smiled, and so he
smile, he looked at me again and i smiled, he did the same back, and the 3rd time, the same, but
i cried and my fingers rub my tears away, and HE DID THE SAME, i saw his watery eyes, with
droplets on his lashes, and he rub his eyes and the lips on his face turns ): , its so ohmy. i like him!
hahaha! :D Goodnights!

21:37

♥ Wednesday, July 29, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im happy! hahaha, my boyfriend suprise me by coming to my workplace and meet me today :) !!
SO NICE OF HIM! :DD Loveyou mydear! He's so sweet, hehe! thats how i feel this few days lor!
And im off tomorrow! im so duper happy, wanna change toe nail colour soon!
And met maii just now, went to eat at manhattan fish market :) The salmon not bad, very nice,
love the fries and the tar tar sauce, nicenice! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND VERY MUCH :) thankyou!

00:15

♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

D:
HOW?!

meet up with bf few days back and went to his area there and walkwalk only, and we're like planning to go ION
this week and have same day off but end up, both of us different,hais. Im like so ): things always
turns out this way,hais. then next week lor, if not another next week, or next next week, or mths later, i dont know, i dont wanna expect much, happy at first but disappointment at the end.sians.
this whole week im working from 7am to 3pm, its good because morning shift, time passes faster,
but go home earlier, super bored. And if afternoon shift, time passes slower): mmm, why like that,
hahaha, actually work what time, anything for me its ok! but i just wanna learn something better,
but no, i dont get it. Was wondering should i continue or just quit it and find another one? HOW?
oh well, i dont know. I miss school days, ytd met up with maii for dinner at the soup spoon, and
its like first time, i like the sandwich but i doesnt like the tom-yam taste salad, its yucks. Im
eating healthy now, hahaha and i wanna lose some more weight, im watching my diet, hahaha!!
I miss my ITE classmates, felt like going back to school like the past, but wanna meet up, its
hard, because everyone timetable its so different, yea. i dont decide this.
im working hard on my work now, trying to absorb the things that i've to learnt. all the best to
my mates who's having attachment right now, and boyfriend 'ENDURANCE', you said it(:
i dont care hor, meet up soon for our shopping!! (He's having headahce now, takecares my dear).
byebye.

17:39

♥ Monday, July 13, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

One week of attachment and i wanted to quit.
Its so tough and i had this feeling of giving up.
But its only the start):
I still got another 23more weeks, ohmy!
I cant pull myself up, i dont have the strength.
Working in this industry is difficult.

You meet different people and tends to dislike the people you working with.

Im controlling my mood, my emotions.

I just really dont wish to work anymore.

But still, and yet, i got no choice.

Everyone in my position is going on, i got to follow.

I dont wish to give up, i will continue as far as possible.

Its tiring, but still what can i do, nobody can help me except myself.

Sometimes, my motivation went down, i cant climb up.

Im surviving, Im going on with my motivation from my bf.

We suffer together now and enjoy later.
I will do it, i tell myself i can.
Endurance, thats the key.
I will work hard and be in a better position in future.
I will try my best to continue.
Adapt the life there, and continue.
And weeks after weeks, months after months, it'll pass.
I can do it, i'll always keep in my mind.
~
Its been one week and both of us have not been meeting): im terribly sad.
I wish he was here with me.
But i cant rely on him always.
All i need now, is to see him and talking to him.
I miss the times we had together so much.
I understand that we have to work, i still got to move on.
I shouldnt think so much, but i just kept thinking.
I felt so down (sigh)..
(Im crying).. D: i cant control it.
Even at work, i tends to control my tears.
Seeing the couples everywhere, i felt so no love.
I understand.
I shouldnt put ths things during work. I tried.
I will wait till the day we can meet. That will be so great.
But still im so thinking now): no one can help me solve, its up to me.
I really miss him so much, imagine that. Know my feelings):
Work Work Work.
Sleep Sleep Sleep.
Eat Eat Eat.
NO MEET NO MEET NO MEET, ITS the WORST THINGS EVER.
Im moving on, i hope time faster pass):
Sadly, its so slow.
What else can i say, nothingnothingnothing):

11:45

♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

WA! Finally its SATURDAY, and my work end at 4pm!! Damn happy because today very busy
from morning till i left, so many customers,can?! And then just now, this lady complain to me
that she waited 20mins and her coffee haven ready yet,then i just look at her cause i dont make
coffee mah, i do food only, then she just go to the bar station and complain, talk so loud -.- then
people look, wth, bad impression of coffee club, then just let her say lor, another one was the
angmoh lady, she also waited for 20mins, the bar people slow uh.i dont know, i just keep quiet :)
Actually, on the 2nd/3rd day of work, i wanted to quit cause of some reasons, but i just tell
myself, just continue and get over it, i left 23more weeks eh): still long lah! Its damn tiring, leg
very tired, feel so sleepy, lie on the bed,straight away can snore already, even though its like
8hours a day, but its still very tiring, the time pass very slow, dont know why): a lot of things to
do everytime, be it i come in the morning or afternoon, must pack this&that, arrange here&there,
and the place is so cramp,can?! the fridge so small, and we must always, excuse me here&there,
throw this for me, take this&that, like its so small, even the dry store, omg! its very hard to
work, and sometimes hard to take&find things, aiyo. And i just drop a plate ytd in the store):
and its broken into pieces,just like that. Some reasons that i dont like to work,dont wanna say
out :) but what to do, i think everywhere also the same, mmm. SUNDAY IS MY OFF DAY, but
i rather weekday): so can meet my bf, next week i cant meet him already, cause sunday its my
off again): i asked chef whether every sunday my off not, then he say no, will change, wa!! thats
good man!! then i told him i want weekday(: dont wanna mention about work anymore, im
tired. I just wanna have more rest&meet my bf :) thats all i want. Next week, i work all until
night, 10 or 11(: i rather morning actually,haha! Cause' time pass faster lah! ~ what a day today!

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